"... And so I became his disciple first." I think this is where I left off (yes I'm aware it is not, yes I can read previous entries even if it appears at times I can not from how often I spell places and people differently you try reading my handwriting, wait shit you are, nevermind).
"So this was all a scam to kill me? Damn that Morley." To be honest I was more upset that he seemingly came up with this plan first thus negating my ability to use it against him.
"And this is why I left you chained up." Again not building my confidence with a statement like that, "I have no intention of killing you Trezlan, I do want to learn from you, I just learned from Morley first, figured out unlike what he was saying he was not your associate and instead wanted me to kill you and so I learned of necromancy, learned of your rituals and was able to destroy Sidir and his men, but again have no intention of killing you." With that he sliced my chains off the wall and then handed me the key to free myself. Now I had to suppress the urge to to kill him on prinicipal (despite him freeing me and telling me he was associated with Morley, he had still worked for Morley at one point and therefore was not trustworthy, note I have also worked with Morley and yes this also makes me untrustworthy, but since I'm the one making that statement I just admitted I don't even trust myself, boom take that mental health).
"So where do we go from here?" I knew where I wanted to go, anywhere but where we were, but I had to make certain what Aelanes wanted before I had to judge if I had to kill him or not.
"Our seperate ways I figure, I have learned enough from you to continue on with my own life, and I figure since you will not trust me because of my association with Morley its best that I leave now before your insecurity causes you to come after me and ultimately cost you your life." I like the confidence this kid has in the belief he could kill me before I killed him. He was probably not wrong, probably. And so I lost my disciple (sort of, I have since found out my "son" has gone around righting wrongs, helping people etc etc, I say son because he has taken on my entirely made up last name, gods bless children you didn't actually have). It was probably for the best, outside of the Morley connection I'm sure I would have screwed up and killed Aelanes somehow anyway. Also I was a couple days short of a painful bladder infection and really having someone else around for that (especially someone who had warned you about the dangers of what you drank that gave it to you) would have just been annoying.
So yeah I now knew another person who could potentially live forever along with me, I'm telling you I keep accumulating these people like some kind of perpetual life disease. At least Aelanes didn't want to kill me, yet. I mean I am an asshole, and eventually everyone wants to kill their god, everyone. Which is why I don't worship one! Other than me, which kind of explains my suicidal behavior. Whoa I'm going to have to stop before I start having that conversation again. Till the next entry.
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